Off the tracks.

I have lost so much motivation for completing wedding tasks. I don’t know what it is but I am going to blame it on the end of 2011. I have been so super busy with work, wedding, car trouble, setting up my esty shop, and getting gifts finished for Christmas that I haven’t had much time to just sit down and evaluate life. I feel like the whole world is spinning at 100mph and I can’t do anything to stop it. I miss the routine of being in school. Even though I was overwhelmed with tasks 90% of the time I still accomplished a lot. I had a schedule to my day and when I got things accomplished I didn’t feel so bad about taking time to myself and completely vegging out on the couch. Now I feel like I am too stressed to get much done and all I do is veg and then worry more because I wasted valuable time that could have been used to get stuff done. I just need to get back on track. I need to organize my life and get back down to business. I can do this.